STEVE Caldwell revealed he has received no explanation from caretaker boss Kevin Ball as to why he was dropped from Sunderland's starting line-up at Portsmouth last weekend.
The defender admitted Ball's decision to leave him had 'devastated' him.
Former boss Mick McCarthy had left Caldwell on the sidelines for three games prior to his dismissal, but he was recalled by Ball and installed as the captain at the expense of Gary Breen.
But despite starting in the club's last six fixtures Caldwell was left out once again for Sunderland's journey to the south coast.
Asked how the Black Cats' boss broke the news of his omission, Caldwell said: "Kevin hasn't spoken to me about it yet but I was devastated. I've been extremely disappointed to go from playing as the captain to not playing and not having an explanation.
"Sometimes that happens and maybe I'll get one in the next few days."
Caldwell acknowledged footballers are selfish creatures in essence, and that sometimes they can't see the bigger picture.
"All I'm worried about is playing and getting my club a result and he's (Ball) worried about 25 players," admitted Caldwell. "I was annoyed and angry but one day I'll be a manager and hopefully I'll understand it."
Caldwell is one of several Sunderland players with little over 12 months left on their contracts and yet to discuss the long-term future.
But with all the uncertainty surrounding the club with take-over bids and a new manager to be appointed, contract talks will be shelved until next season.
Caldwell revealed penning a new deal wasn't at the forefront of his mind, but added: "If the club want me to stay, then great, we'll sit down and talk.
"I've enjoyed my time here I've improved as a player and a feel at home.
"But if the club doesn't see me a part of their future then Ill thank them shake hands and move on."
And while Caldwell's future remains uncertain, Julio Arca gave his clearest indication yet that his future lies away from Sunderland.
The Argentinean says his love affair with the club will never end, and although he hasn't ruled out staying on Wearside the club's final Premier League game at Aston Villa in ten days' looks to be his last.
"Last time I signed a new contract here in the Championship was because of the fans," said the 25-year-old. "This time things feel different. I hope the team comes back to the Premiership again and does well.
"I have to wait until the summer to see what is best. If I have to leave, I think the fans will understand. If I stay, even better.
"Nothing is decided and nothing is guaranteed. I have another four months to decide between now and the end of August.''
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